10.28.25
i am feeling very tired today. i went to bio class and learned a lot about inverts. i am considering taking invert zoology next
semester but i'm not completely sure yet. my current professor also teaches that class so it should be fun. after my boyfriend gets out of his
class we'll probably go grab food and go home and watch our show. i'm absolutely starving. halloween is only a few days away and
honestly i'm probably not going to do anything. very low on money right now since i had to take my cat to the vet. hoping this month will
end peacefully and without any issue
10.29.25
today has been a really slow day. taking a break from studying for my physics test. bf is here and i want to have fun with him or
watch a show sooooo baddddddddd but i have stupid freaking physics. my life is sucks. but after i finish up we are going to get waffle house..!!! so
i really just need to lock in. i feel like a wild animal. a beautiful free roaming horse. why do i need to know amperes law thats not even relevant to
why im a bio major ughhhhhhhhh
i also feel like ive become such an angry person lately... the past is weighing on me. methinks. trying to unlearn this. what's that one
quote? "if you're raised with an angry man in your house, there will always be an angry man in your house. you will find him even when he
is not there." catherine lacey when i catch you......
10.30.25
it was not my intention to have this be an everyday thing but it's fun to have a platform to scream into. i had my physics test today and i surprisingly
don't feel ass about it. the last two questions i didn't even tryyyyy to answer but i feel okay about the rest. the rest of the day has kind of sucked though. i
deleted instagram and i feel 1. so bored and 2. so lonely... halloween is tomorrow and i know i'm going to be alone. that's ok. i have a statistics test tomorrow too.
which i really have no hope for... i tried to look over the stuff for it and i wanted to commit a felony. i will have a cup of coffee and take a shower and then
maybe look over it again. or i will smoke and go to bed at 7 pm. idk. i feel so sad today honestly.